MY PHONE IS FIXED!!!
Mar 16, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KnPEg0rL8GQ

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get back to my recordings ya know the
things that I do when I have a phone
that works yes I did get my phone
delivered yesterday but it was like
later on in the afternoon when it got
dropped at the doorstep and so I was
just trying to you know switch
everything over because for some reason
it was not letting me switch anything
over from like iCloud none of that like
it was not working and I was getting so
mad because I was just like what I hate
the Mo's having to re put in all my
stuff and trying to remember 50,000
passwords you would think I would be
smart and just keep the same password
for everything but now that's not how it
works
sooo yes I spent most of the remaining
part of the evening working on my phone
trying to get this thing going because I
was like I am determined to get back to
my my body like I I gots to get back to
my body I have done things that I
haven't been able to show you because I
haven't been able to take my phone with
me well I mean I took my phone with me
but you know like the feeding the Ducks
that was so much fun but that I was able
to use my camera
my other camera like the one that I'm
using right now I would have been able
to get such better footage per se but
it's alright we a we survived it but we
had so much fun yesterday feeding the
Ducks oh my gosh you guys it was a hoot
at one time that one of the Ducks got
ahold of us for his finger it didn't
hurt her or anything but it like spooked
her a little bit and then Omar was
hanging over the side of the window
talking to the Ducks and he was eating
his cookie and one of the Ducks came up
and ripped it out of his hands
whoopsie okay he's like hey the duck
just ate my cookie I laughed so hard I
was just like oh my gosh this is so much
fun
I was gonna go to Walmart yesterday and
just get them some sandals because well
it's gonna be sandals season any day now
and technically
Wilmers probably might cheat this place
to go I'm thinking because my kids I
don't understand it but my kids are so
hard on shoes last year I had gotten
sandals for Omar and while I got him for
both the kids Maya always has sandals
for the summer but I got sandals for the
babies and for some reason I don't know
why but um it like created actual like
these huge blisters on the top of his
toes so he couldn't wear his sandals
yesterday yesterday he couldn't wear his
handles last year so I ended up having
to get him slippers so I don't know if
he's gonna have feet like mine when I
was little I could not wear sandals for
the life of me the only well and I
didn't even wear flip-flops until I was
like in my late 20s I didn't start
wearing flip-flops and the only way that
I was able to like get a callus and my
between my toes was when they created
the flip-flop slippers I started wearing
those and that's what start was able to
break my toes into being able to wear
flip-flops so anyways yeah I hadn't been
able to wear sandals before that and
like the cute little jelly sandals that
they had back in the day when I was
little mm-hmm I couldn't wear them my
feet were too big like I have wide feet
I have short feet but I have short fat
feet so I could not for the life of me
wear
any of the cute little girls stuff I was
like ho mean how rude rude make up for
big people make up for the big feet so
anyway so I don't know if he's gonna
have that issue when he gets a little
bit older that's the case just get him
some type of slipper cuz he doesn't like
shoes he does not like shoes on his feet
so I'll play with it we'll figure it out
now s are on the other hand she's a
total slipper sandal tennis shoe you
name it she's an everything type of girl
so but I want to go and get that today
possibly because I would like to this
whole week and weekend is supposed to be
beautiful so I would really like to I
would really like to take them out some
more and do the Ducks and stuff and I am
going to no matter what I don't care I
don't give a hoot ego-t hoot we are
going to start walking I have to like I
seriously have to I can't do this
I'm just not okay with it my back is
starting to really hurt and I just don't
understand why other than I'm just not
getting enough activity in so anyways I
am now on my way to go and get my nails
done it's been three weeks I was trying
to pull the four week knotch
and I just think I was pushing a little
too far so three weeks I think is a safe
say to do be like okay I think that's
probably as long as I can make them I
mean if you guys can see them but
they're kind of starting to get like
growing out and I don't really like that
look too much so but none of them are
lifting nothing like that so that's good
but I'm gonna go ahead and go and get
those done not sure exactly what I want
to get on my nails I have a couple ideas
so we'll see well see when I get there
but anyways alright you guys I will
check in with you in a little bit and
I'll show you oh probably I don't know
if I'll check in with you guys when I
get to the salon I'll see how busy it is
if it looks a little bit to chaos
to chaotix that i won't do it but um if
it's not too bad then I'll check in with
you guys I have to spawn if not then
I'll check it with you when I get done
and show you my mails these are the
nails healthy nails so they were
supposed to have a heart on him but that
didn't happen I don't know what is going
on with this one now but I have scuffed
this now twice now great but nothing I
can do about it no no is what it is
anyways I think next time I'm just gonna
go ahead and it's a little bit more
expensive but I think for my sanity I
think it's better it's worth it to just
go ahead and get gel polish on I still
will get my acrylic but go ahead and do
gel polish because I can just cure it
and go versus this way I'm not being
able to cure it and just go and it's
gonna bug the living crap out of me so
that is I think I'm just gonna buckle it
and just do it because I mean otherwise
I'm not gonna be happy until I do that
and so it's okay I mean it will work for
this you know this time around but I'm
gonna go ahead I think and just crack it
I mean I'm only getting my nails done
once a month even though it's every
three week well I'm getting my Nelson
every three weeks so every three weeks
it's only 40 dollars that's not bad per
se honestly it's not
so in that direction it's kind of like
one of those you know you kind of bite
the dust if you really want something
that's gonna I mean I'm a little bit of
hesitant because sometimes I've had my
gel polishes lift but if that's the case
I'll just go back and have her redo them
you know if I'm paying 40 bucks but I
think it's gonna be better for me to do
that then this other way of because
literally I sat after I got my nails on
my I got my nails done at 12 o'clock at
12:53
I saw for almost an hour under the white
dry gnam and clearly it didn't cure hit
good enough because it's I'm still
messing them up and I don't have three
hours to sit to let me know is dry I
just I just don't have the time so I
would rather pay a little bit more to
guarantee that my nails are gonna turn
cold that's what it comes down to so
anyhoo I am on my way home to my buddies
let's see I need to go to the grocery
store today because my baby babies I
need some stuff they were begging for it
oh yeah let's just pull in front of me
because you know
it's my green anyways so let's see I was
gonna say something to you guys I
completely spaced that was that I am so
sorry about the lighting I know the
lighting is like really like pooi Louie
right now but it's because I don't have
my ring light on because it's not
plugged in I can't find the plug and I
don't want to do anything to mess these
beauties up any more than I already have
because I'm still in the drawing process
like I mean they're pretty try but I
think if I was to gouge them it's gonna
end up looking just like this finger so
yeah it's gonna bug me but oh well I
have to let it go anyways so yesterday
was a really good day though we didn't
get out of the car because like I had
stated yesterday I don't have shoes that
fit the kids yet because when I went to
go put their boots on I realized oh you
guys his feet have grown and their
sandals are from last year and those
definitely weren't gonna fit so I just
took them and we sat in the car and we
unbuckled and let them move around the
car and stuff dad a really good it was
really nice um I've got I've got
flyaways everywhere um really quick I
just wanted to state that if anybody
notices that there has been comments to
the t-taking team but it a little bit
bit little if anybody notices but there
are comments deleted it was me I went
through and I kind of cleaned house last
night you know I I want my channel to be
a pleasing channel I want when people to
come here to feel comfortable and it to
be a uplifting place to be and I just
don't want any thing coming from one
side to another side to another side to
another side I just don't want any
problems so I decided to take some
colors some messages that I just I
just don't want promoting any problems
off of the channel so that we can just
start fresh and so anyways yeah that was
that I just feel like would make my
channel continue to go down spiral from
where I've wanted and I've worked so
hard for it to be so with that I just
didn't want anybody to feel like I was
trying to you know over set people or
boundaries you know I just I needed to
set a boundary and that is I don't want
any any negativity to come to my channel
I love how when people come to my
channel they feel so accepted and that
it is a kind sorry guys I'm looking in
my mirror or in my view finder because I
feel like my eyes are and I just wanted
to continue to be that way like I really
really do and so with that I just want
you guys to know that I have and I am
continuing to correct some situations so
that we can continue to have a great
Channel anywho let's get out of books
alt and get them ready we have to today
because it's a part 1 part 2 and I kind
of don't like leaving those ones like
only doing one part and then the other
part I like kind of doing those combined
so we will do that today
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yeah okay so today February 14th is
where we're gonna start and we'll read
14 and 15 so and I'll read it into
altogether
my mind is a sacred space I will protect
it at all cost
I will love myself today by only
accepting positivity life-giving words
into my space just because you've given
them grace doesn't mean you should allow
them back into your space let's read
that one one more time that was a good
one and for everything that I've been
going through and my channels kind of
been going through I think this is a
great reading for just me and my channel
alone not including I know that it's is
making a lot of sense to a lot of my
mind is a sacred place
we freed that one my mind is a sacred
space I will protect it at all cost
I will love myself today by only
accepting positive life-giving words
into my space just because you've given
them grace doesn't mean you should allow
them back into your space so when I take
the words my mind is a sacred space my
mind is the only one place that is 100%
solely mine nobody can control it nobody
can do anything to it that is my only
space that is really mine and mine only
my body is mine and mine only
but I'm talking like there is nothing
that anybody can touch in that space as
long as I I will protect it at all cost
and that's exactly that that is so true
because I will protect that I will
protect my my mind at all cost so that I
don't go back to the negative thoughts
or the negative feelings or the negative
movements I will I will protect it so I
don't ever have to fall through back
into that again I will love myself today
by only accepting positive life-giving
words into my space and that again
that's so true I will love myself enough
today tomorrow and every day after that
I will only accept what's gonna bring
positive into my life what's going to
build me up make me feel more fuller
rather than
hollow the words that are spoken to me I
will only allow the positive because
anything that brings negativity it's not
gonna do anything good for you or for
anyone around you and that's one thing
with having a YouTube channel that you
have the right to control as well what
happens on your channel and what you
allow into your channel you have the key
to the door nobody else does you have
the right to allow certain things in and
you have the right to allow things to
disappear and that's kind of where like
last night I went through cleaning house
per se and you know and just taking out
a lot of the negativity and the just the
things that would I think looking at my
channel bring my a darkness over my
channel and and I just don't I don't
want that for my channel I don't want
when people hear Amy's life journey
she'd be like oh my gosh you know I read
some words yesterday and they just
really hurt me because of how could
somebody write such ugly words or
whatever to ever be the experience that
someone has with with my channel ever so
I have that right just like I have the
right with what happens inside my body
and what goes in my ears I also have the
right to protect what happens on my
channel and what you guys have to see or
go through because that's the right that
I have owning my own channel and I will
protect you guys and this channel
because it's not worth letting any
negativity come in when I do nothing but
want the positiveness the life-giving
words of encouragement
just because you've given them grace
doesn't mean you should allow them back
into your space and again that reads so
much to me because I am a person I am
I'm a piece mate
I'm a kind person and even if somebody
does me harm or does me wrong I still
find the good in the person I still will
smile at the person and be kind to them
because no matter what you can do so
many negative things to me but I will
still I will still shower you with love
and grace because at the end of the day
I would hope and pray that everybody
would do the same for me and so with
that I think I think that knowing what
I've gone through I think has helped me
to see no matter what not see the good
in everybody but not be blinded by
everybody but to be able to still be
kind and courteous to others but not be
fooled and and that's why right here
says just because you've given them
grace you know just because you have
been kind to them doesn't mean you have
to allow that back into your space it
doesn't mean you have to allow them back
into your life just because you have
forgiven them or because you are kind
them too doesn't mean you have to allow
them back into your life and back into
your daily living and same with my
channel it doesn't mean I have to allow
people into my channel
you know okay you know you can be kind
you can be courteous you can be all the
things above but when it comes down to
it you don't have to allow them back
into like I said my channel because
that's my protected space that is my
space that I protect so yeah that was an
amazing reading today that was a really
good reading today anyways so other than
that yesterday was just kind of a day
because I didn't have my phone still it
was way late when I got it and I
just what a mess but I'm so happy to
have my phone back I feel like a whole
new person again so I'll be able to
catch my little Villani blogs a while
I'm out in about hey that's not safe
get down I'll be able to catch my vlog
or catch myself out and about and be
able to fill you guys in but anyways I
am going to close because I've got to
take all these somewhere really quick
and the kids ready so anywho I hope you
guys are having a wonderful Saturday and
I will check in with you guys here in a
little bit because now I can vlog while
I'm out
